amidst the storm, i write. i write words that i wish were never mine.
disturbed. such a perfect word. change, only thing permanent.
Life. my being? Cheer.. for what? Forget, that what i want to do.
forget my life just for a moment
to open my eyes and face a new day
and
forget yesterdays, yesterweeks, yestermonths and yesteryears...
why? because..
i was undisturbed, unchanged. full of cheers...
lost, yes, that's me.
Crossroad? perhaps. Confused? maybe.
Forgiven... yes.. Forgotten, no.
as they say time will heal all wounds.
busy, as a bee. weak, just how my eyes cannot see.
regret, some of it. divided, because of him.
laughter, a child's surprise. smiles... through tears...
loved? not me. retrospective. i wish.
success, so hard to reach... failure, just beside me.
fake, TAPpING my shoulder.
hug, that's all i need.
long talks, is relaxation.
time, against all tides.
shocked. right now.
devastated, like, forever.
fool, he will remain. foolish, he will remain as well.
let me remain idle. just for once in my life.
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