sucking it all in

i practically lost the whole morning to work. OK.. let me brief myself of what i am actually juggling right now..

1. Cafe management
2. Cafe marketing - TCB Banawe goes to Serendra!
3. Namfrel, QC district 1 chair

Though it is easy to do 1 2 and 3 especially with the help of ALOT of people.. there is this pesemistic side of me that endlessly defend itself that you deserve to rest..

So again, i lost the whole morning to work. I woke up pretty early to find time for that selfish time for self.. jst as i stepped out of my sanctuary, the hustle and bustle of people living around me started to flush in..."ANGELAAAAAA i need this to be sent... please attach..." "ANJJJJJJJJJJJ......" "Aelaaaa"

not that i'm hsowin that i'm over demanded by people here, it's just that things they are asking me to do are pretty much elementary. And i am so scared that i might just snap and my patience meter drops to zero. yep i'm sucking it all in. and when you suck, and get filled up, it goes hulabaloo somewhere else.

Stress agents...
1. A seemingly "kawawa naman kmi" attitude of an ex employee got into my nerves.. HELLO.. do we really text to me "initindihin nyo rin naman kming maliliit na tao na kailangan mag trabaho para magkapera"... .. he was the same person who resigned because i promoted him as bar operations assistant. and he would even accuse me of not remitting SSS... for a 7 month old member of SSS, feeling siya a.

ok, i know there are employees out there who doesn't even care about SSS... but here are the deals of it all..

1. you can only avail of SSS benefits after 3 year of remittances.
2. it takes time for remittances to be reflected on inline for the fact that.. your employer pays this thru a bank that the bank will remit to sss that SSS will only be able to verify such to what branch of SSS you are registered in. SO just think of the bureaucracy that it goes thru... Even wondered why one of the main benefits of SSS is.. retirement pay?!?!

Anywayyyy... enough of that.

So after sometime, pierre and i will be able to see each other tonight. I hope with a much better disposition from the two of us. the business of work and of school are just on vanguard lately that we even failed to celebrate well our 9th month together. but what the hell, we're getting old.

so enough of my rant, i have to get back to work before i lose the afternoon to work as well.