time of the year

the other night anya and i were met up for some good girl talk. Though, when we got home we still eventually met up virtually on ym. after our usual bickering, scandalizing, and tale telling (probably, residue of what did not come out from our goodies and sweets dessert conversation) we ended up yet again reminising what was two years ago. yep, those glory days of orsem. feels like an era ago really.

actually it is amazing that we are laughing our heads off now of all the drama (or in my language today, dramady) of drama boy, blackie, sharky, , of bakal boy (mind you, boy bakal is barbie... bakal boy is a totaly different person), of the princess and the queen and all that stressful hot summer days. It feels so weird that looking at it now, (imagine me looking at that 4x6 ft tarp of the never ending ocom photo)we were just a bunch of kids trying to make the best orsem ever, besides the fact we wanted somethign under "work experience" for our resume, who are now, sad to say, and probably true, are frustrated kids who just found out what the world was beyond gds, nametags, campus tours, org tours, o-letters, dcb accounts and frustrating, as this frustrating world, dealings with osa.

to sum up this glory days of mine in one word: GRABE.

college was such a breeze and it so amazes me that i'm still here with all its memories, alive in my heart and mind. but there are no regrets. i love the people i met and work with both of 2003 and 2004. in fact, those days gave me so much things that i am able to apply to my life at the shop now. listing them down will take a really really long post.

ORSEM. i owe you. (not financially na ha! hehehe)

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on to a different note, i'm happy, really really happy, and who dares disturb my happiness will get a real beating from me. REALLY REALLY!!! what's weird is that, i'm happy, i'm contented, but the half of the world isnt happy for me... and as i mock a great true friend of mine, "EH ANO!" :) it's not that i dont care about anyone anymore, it's just that i'm well too pleased of my place in this world and what i can contribute (As of the moment) to this world, then let me be. MASAYA AKO. i want to be happy and i will be happy. anyone can say anything of their plans for me, in the end, it's my life. it's my plan. it's my choice. THIS IS ME. ANJ. ok ANJ!!!!!

stop me if you can, but no one will:)