i prepared my life to face the real world. Mentors of old have come and gone and told me that the world out there is way challenging and demanding. BUT... at this point i would say that "IS THIS IT?!?".. MY GOSH! i mean i expected a demanding world yes, but i never expected that i will be demanding the world. I dont see logic anymore in all the issues life has slapped me. good god, this is so depressing...
i think i have come to the stage where in i doubt the true existence of love, of hurt, of happiness, of feel. i mean why go through such an emotional torment when there is nothing... nothing in this world that would solve illogical problems? maybe i am just made to feel numb....
Though life has given me so much this year, it never cease to amaze me that there are so many thing yet to unfold.
yes, im such a crazy girl these days. scandalizing sis, who is as crazy as me, has to be a witness to that. YES I LOVE TO HAVE THAT DATE WITH YOU. i really do miss those in between class walks just to talk about other people.. haha. and yes our dreams need to be fulfilled within the year. travel na talaga ito dear!!! you're probably the only one who can fill in my shoes these days. pero nakakatakot ata if you'll do that.. hahaha baka pagnagbalik na tayo ng shoes iba na ang buhay mo at ang buhay ko. hahaha .. bebot, ang song ko na "all i want for christmas is you" hahahahahaha JOKE!!!!:D
hmm... "if it hurts, its worth it" -- minerva/ nerve. hahaha
ive been having lotsa bonding time wiht my sister as well. i never felt this close to her actually. perhaps this is just one of those moments i will cherish for the rest of my life. :) thanks sis. and i know you know that i love you!:D
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