five months.

last night was the reminder that frightend the scandalizing sisters; the reminder of just how close to the edge of life we are in life, always, at every moment.

It is sad to note that one of my bestestest friends is leaving today to go find her dreams in the country where she built her whole college life.-- france.

i spent the rest of the night looking at photos of how i've grown up with these wacky weird friends. It is just amazing how we all pulled through life in an instant. It is horrible to think that the four years of college passed by me so fast-- when i thought it was going to be so long.

Barbie's going to be away for 5 months. and i know 5 months can bring so much changes. how many 5 months have passed me by? orsem was done in 5 months, i graduated 5 months ago,.. and the list willjust go on and on. not to mention that each sem is just 5 months.. and each semester made me someone different in one instant.


I guess through all our sharings through college, today was like one of those things you think is never gonna happen, and then it does, and it's everything you want it to be--letting our dreams fly.. letting our minds speak.

so as my dearest friend bids her life here to engage to somethign new, i bid you the best of luck and love.

i'll miss you barbie. so very much.


...::The world is full of passing faces. Our hearts are bruised in many places::..