They saw another mass on my right ovary this time. but it's smaller. they had to rule out apendicities as there are many organs in that area. all the other tests are normal... thankfully. However, i am asked to have the mass monitored with a quarterly trip to the OB and the ultrasound. sigh.
i didnt take any medications. i was screaming hell to not have an IV.
The next day when i got home, i had this pain in the neck. left side. i didnt know what it was. i was assuming it was some kind of stiff neck as i wasnt really comfortable in my bed in the hospital. boo.hoo. Friday came and i opted not to join the class as i was still feeling weak.
Saturday i woke up with this lump on my neck! i was so scared. my mom said it's "kulani" one of those you get before a cold. or something like that. I went to school.. but everyone just says that i was too pale.. or why am i insisting on going to school when i basically look like crap. I went home by noon. insisted to see an ENT doctor-- she gave me medication -- some anti biotics. Thankfully it the lump have subsided but i had to take my Xray and another CBC-- they're both normal..... i still dont know why i had that lump this.
Im not completely healed yet coz the subsided lump is still there.. but not as pronounced as it was. Hopefully it wont get any complicated anymore :(
Though i have realized so many things this past week of weakness. How health is really wealth.
That i am no college girl anymore who can juggle things with a 4 hour sleep. Oh, i can still do that BUT NOT EVERYDAY!!!
That i have abused my body's strength and it has given up on me
That i have to understand that i pay people to work for me and not to make me get sicker.
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