Of future and of Past

someone left a comment on my tag board that perhaps enlightened my wonders and wanders for the past year or two..

"don't worry about the people in the past; there's a reason why they didnt make it to your future.."

To whoever who wrote it, ":)", you have just cleared my mind for things that should not at all bother me at all. THANKS!

I wonder if i did chose for them not to be part of this part of my life? or was it them who chose for me to stay out? i'm tired of making efforts. why just me? i'm not selfish am i? i always find myself dropping everything to make that time.

Back to smaller circles i guess.

i look forward to smaller and bigger circles as i return to the academe. perhaps my career goals will firm up. "To be an expert in the Food and Beverage Management thru research, service, travel, Social development work, Media and Events."

I took advantage of this job interview call i got from a known university last friday. it delt with events for a full time permanent position. i just wanted to explore. See what's out there. Know how much i would cost if i took the deal. But it was a "no deal" for me. pathetic as deal or no deal, I trust what's inside my suitcase. a chosen suitcase and knowing that offer made me stick to the suitcase i chose. It wasnt a bad offer. it was more that what i expected.But what i felt proud is that i stood ground of my goals.

i guess these goals and clear direction (or diversion) are the reasons.

Perhaps, we'll meet again. someday.