imploded

the only song that i wish icould sing now is "wouldn't it be nice"... yep, for some reason i wish to be finally be old and grey and skip these ever so annoying stage of adjustmentsssss in life. i want to just settle down and probably do kniting or something. it's getting harder lately to deal with things at home. the thought of being the only one left in the nest is really scaring the hell out of me. and now one will understand why.