Friday, September 08, 2006

stressssssed

haaay... i hate crying myself to sleep just to relieve me off some stress.. (sorry pi, if i had to let you get through this... ).. yes i cry when i'm stressed. and i know it doesnt really really help but wala its always a dead end anyway. wala lang i'm getting frustrated over things i should not be frustrated about. Well i guess that's the anj. har har.. crying over nothing.

why am i stressed?

1. being barista barista and manager. with 2 resignees i'm tasked to have bar duties. though it's fun especially when there are orders of lattes and cappuccinos.. the stress is just different. (mind you, you have to deal with pathetic students who cant afford to buy coffee yet sits around the cafe-- occupying 6 tables while eating jollibee... cant they be more kapal muks?)

2. after 1 year of this business. my god. i swear. they havent learned their lesson. since i was opening shift on a delivery day they got the beating from me.. grabe naman ksi talaga.. they cant even explain why we have to send those purchase orders before 12 noon if i get my deliveries late, incomplete and problematic.. nakakasawa na rin.. coz i dont see any action done on it.

3. being the lone bird in a nest.

4. busted blenders.

5. sun cellular choppy calls.

6. not seeing pierre for most of the week. :( but he's visiting tonight:) yey.

i found my old talk on corners cd (The Corrs) and i brought lotsa memories of high school and early college... (but i think the corrs song of college was "all the love in the world") anyway.. i've been singing this song for over the day:)


Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you,
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too,
And I would runaway,
would runaway, yeah, yeah,
I would runaway,
I would runaway with you,

Cause I have fallen in love,
With you, no never have,
I'm never gonna stop fallin' in love, with you,


Close the door, lay down upon the floor,
And by candlelight, candlelight make love to me through the night,
through the night, through the night,
'Cause I have runaway,
I have runaway, yeah, yeah,
I have runaway, runaway,
I have runaway with you,

'Cause I have fallen in love, fallen in love,
With you, no never oh, oh,
I'm never gonna stop fallin' in love, with you, With you,

And I would runaway,
I would runaway, yeah, yeah,
I would runaway, runaway,
I would runaway hey with you,


Cause I have, have fallen in love, fallen in love,
With you, no never oh, oh,
I'm never gonna stop fallin' in love, with you,


Fallen in love fallen in love
With you, no never have
I'm never gonna stop fallin' in love, with you


With you, my love,
With you, with you, with you, with you,
Fade Out

not looking forward to this weekend though nothing much is happening anyway besides making lattes. i cant wait to jet set to a real barista school. grabeehh having known of the great sites of baristamagazine.com and portafilter.net it frustrates me that pro baristas are not popular in this country (well well well.. starbucks did a great job of globalizing coffee.. eehm.. bad coffee..) . Maybe, if things go well, i could rephase the barista job here in the philippines-- if im not settling somewhere else.

i so love the article on third wave baristas-- a reaction that creates a movement from bad coffee to good coffee. And yah, it is true that today's coffee is all about flavored milk. oh wells enough of my blabs. i gotta do more of those lattes!:D

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