my aim is to understand love. i know how alive i felt when i iwas in love, and i know that everything i have now, however interesting it might seem, doesn't really excite me.
But love is a terrible thing: i've seen my girlfriends suffer and i don't want the same thing to happen to me. They used to laugh at me and my innocence, but now they ask me how it is i manage men so well. I smile and say nothing, because i know that the remedy is worse than the pain: I simply dont fall in love. With each day that passes, i see more clearly how fragile men are, how inconstant, insecure and surprising they are...
Although my aim is to understand love, and althought i suffer to think of the people whom i gave my heart, i see that no one has touched mine.
At the moment, i am far too lonely to think about love, but i have to believe that it will happen.
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i wanna fall.. fall for you... and i want you to fall for me too.
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