there are days when you are just all too irrational to think, to work, and to feel. A day when you feel the world has tumbled upon you making you feel pathetic, useless, and lonesome. Then you'd take a breather--a moment. think about the life you have lived. then you feel down, knowing you can never relive your lived experience. All of a sudden, you come into a conclusion that it will never ever happen again-- only those moments frozen in time will be the constant movie in your heart and mind.
i knew it was there, but i tried to hide but but the feeling just kept on shining through..
haven't know you that long so i tried to deny it but the feeling was much too much too strong.
sometimes i try to think what's the point of taking life's risks if we'll all end up dead anyway. no one got through life alive so what's the whole point of taking risks... or should i be asking, if we are all going to be dead, why not take the risk? everyone's dying anyway.
i think, i think too deep don't you think? while the rest of the world are problematizing what their next meal will be.. or how to budget theri salary.. or even the next gimik they'll be having by the weekend. i think of this.
maybe i need a boy to make me shallow. no, a man. but hay, most of the time, a boy and a man are the same.
*shrug*
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