Disturbed.

The days are passing by so fast and all i want is to retreat back to the 5 days of ASLA.

"true leaders are constantly disturbed. wanting to go beyond the status quo."

i'm disturbed. help.

as much as i want to contribute to the world's success, i cannot seem to contribute with so many factors in between.

anj, welcome to quarter life crisis.-- so this is it. This is the workaday life. this is what you get after those sleepless nights finishing a report due the next day, long hours in the library to broaden my horizon of knowledge, answering to the call of passion to lead, creating ripples of change in such a small community and studyingtill wee hours of night for an oral eam you'll soon forget.

at this point, i cannot help but to look back and ask myself... did i miss a turn? did i skip a stage? was i blinded by the sight of the workaday world waiting for me at the gates of employment? are my dreams too big? are my dreams too small? did i ever go beyond the status quo--"the mess we are in"? but sometimes i like the mess-- sometimes it's more comfortable.

passion, it does spell everything. but it's not everything.

help. constantly disturbed.
...::The world is full of passing faces. Our hearts are bruised in many places::..