29

it certainly feels odd that i haven't written much in this blog for the past months. besides the fact that there are so many life changing moments, i have come to realize that maybe i should really go back to blogging again.

I turned 29. And it surely feels different knowing that i grew up with this blog spot and having to let out all my fears, my aches, my insecurities but equally mirrored with happiness, excitement and joy.

Growing up doesn't proportionally make us grow old . I tried to disconnect myself to reconnect with myself. No baggages of the mobile world; it did feel good .  The past year has left me with so much to think about with life that i just needed this weekend to forget, yet celebrate, about the year that was.

I didn't have my wine.fine dine and great conversations dinner which i have been having for the past 3 years. i felt that there are more in life than preparing a good meal as this has been a daily habit. This year was about family, It was about me and pierre. It was about releasing myself from worldly stress and remember what actually makes my life significant.

There was a lot to think about and a lot to work out on. But indeed, as life goes on slapping us with challenges, I have the world to prove that these are things i can handle. That with all the challenges there are people you need to lean on to.. and not be scared to ask for help.

It is really knowing what you want and knowing how much you want it.

Passion can drive you.. but most of the time it drives you CRAZY. so once you know your passion, remember that your passion should not rule you but motivate you.

Coz in reality, Life may not exactly serve me that cup of coffee, but maybe i can mix a packet of the things i also love to do to make things sweeter and happier.