Thursday, September 09, 2010

Yet, somehow, it still makes me smile

After a long week, I'm not looking forward to another long weekend. I wanted the thoughts of opportunity windows to stop. I just want a blank mind for the night.

So after tv time with mom, while waiting for Pierre to get home, I lie down on my bed and saw my high school box of old letters, art works, paper work and projects. I opened the seemingly dusty box, I reread letters of 10 years or so ago.

Funny letters to palanca letters... Which made me realize how much friends I made and lost all these years. Though half of them are on Facebook, these old letters made me realize that at some point in my life I made and they made milestones in my life path.

An old Internet friend of mine then sent me a msg with a link to a YouTube video. And it was of the show I watched 10 years ago. It surely brought back real mad memories that somehow shaped how I decided to fall in love. Crazy isn't it.

Looking back at the old path and looking back at yester-crossroads, makes me think if I really made the right decisions. If I kept the right friends. If I influenced myself with the right environment.

Sometimes, when we're going thru something, we really just have to go thru it. Don't hang around. Because when you look back, most of the time we don't regret things but we remember that we learn from these mild to wild experiences.

Trials of long ago makes me
Laugh and half embarrassed yet... It still makes me smile :)


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