wouldn't it be nice:)

I havent given much update on this blog coz im busy. my moods has been up and down lately. Especially when PMS is just on that spot. it just happens that im just in a blah.

yes, in a blah. That feeling where you know you have to do something, you do it and still you're not satisfied.

My commitment to my job is still there. Frustrating at times, but in the end when all things go well as planned, it happens pretty well.

The worst part of this is not having that selfish time for self again. It has been alot on just work lately. It just that you think that you HAVE to always HAVE time for the business. that you have to schedule your work and play. But at some point it has to be that way.

Parallel to this all, Pierre and i haven't had much time of togetherness. Most of the time we see each other due to occasions-- weddings, friends meet up, valentines.... though i have those occasional dates with pierre. But that quality time isnt enough as always. His job takes alot of his energy and time. And it can be difficult at times coz i usually work in the morning, he works in the evening.. and in the 24 hour day that we have. we only have 1 hour for talking, 6 hours for sleeping and the rest of the 17 hours is working.

As part of our weekly date (when its his off), pierre and i heard sunday mass together. Sometimes it's much better that we go to mass together, as things become "perfect" right after. Most of the time that all we need. We become better individuals, and a better couple. Last sunday, being early in church, we were asked by some pastors to do the offering during offertory (ugh). it felt good. it was a different feeling good. Apparently it was pierre's first time to do such offerings while i, have done this several times in my life. Im just glad that hearing mass is something we enjoy doing together:)

I wish life would be simpler. I miss days of being undead and fulfilled-- in all life's aspects.