Sunday, July 24, 2005

weekend blues

ever since monday, which has always been marked as "bad day", i've yearned for it to be a weekend. i hate my whole week. i mean after tha monday incident (s), my tuesday resignation and mmda fatale, wednesday office issues, thursday let me out of the freaking office incident AND friday greenbelt and g4 marathon. and now that it is finally a weekend, i dread that it's going to be a monday yet again. (then again, its my last full week in EON.)

so perhaps, many of you are wondering why i resigned after 17 days of work.
in all honesty i love my job. i mean this is events at it's finest. and as i said before that i want to do events for these international companies such as ADB.. i mena this is a big leap forward from that dream to reality. But when reality sinks in, i curl up in my room just before i sleep thinking of "why did i sign that damn contract".. thinking that it was such a hasty decision just for me to get away from the house and explore the world and leave the bumhood, or just to have the feel of finally earning monday and be able to know the value of money (yet orsem taught me that in any case. right anya? enzo?).. well here are the real reasons why i am leavign EON: i am mainly tasked to do corporate PR and Events. however with corporate PR i am only doign media monitoring which is a daily deliverable beyond any other work i have to do. In these past few weeks i have been tasked to do an Event for PriceSmart and Hands on Manila. i mean this is volutneerism which i also uphold (given that i am a true blue aslan). i support the project all the way. but what i hate is that peopel do not coordinate AND i am doing it alone. yes i knwo i can do all these things alone but if this is the lone project. but no, i get orders from the president to the vps, to the accoutn directors of EVERY department in the company. i am only but human. i only have 24 hours a day. i knwo peopel there stay till 9pm finishing up work. i'm sorry but i am not the type who would settle in front of the computer screen and go on the day without a hi from a friend, a "i miss you how you doin?" texts, get useless calls from firends ranting about thier work, and of course texts of other rackets in my life (that makes me smile.)... i left because i can do multi-tasking but i cannot do multi-bosses who doesnt understand that i am only but human. EON is good and all that but for some reason i feel that i am a mere robot... who they can control even their time fo going home.

a surprise came to me last tuesday. beyond my MMDA scandal, 3 boys from orsem came to tcb to visit me. i am glad they are still there to support me. hehehe after all these years huh? thanks gutch! randy! and miko! the best talaga kayo.. next time though bili kayo ha! as in kayong lahat!
i was with barbie when this happened. thank barbie so much for coming and conforting sucha poor little girl named Anj. i'm sad though you're leaving because wala na akong mahahatak kaagad and i can just pick up and go for coffee and other gimiks.. sad na kmi ni anya.

i met up with invent last friday. since anya and i are in dire need for friendly converstaions over nothign and everything. however, this time though we had to meet up with argie. the marketing assistant (probably be marketing head soon.. hahaha.. aminin mo na! di na uso ang pagigign humble) of cravings who i coordinate with for all the marketing for tcb-banawe. it was fun beign witht eh guys again. makes me realize that i am still human. AND they remind me that life isnt that bad as how it seems to be for the past week that have passed. thanks guys. i owe you... coffee.. hehehe..

also, shout outs to marz! franchise assistant of cravings. good job ever!!(",)
another week is yet to unfold once more. it may turn out good. it may turn out bad. but whatever it will turn out to be. i'm sure that:
1. it will pass by so fast
2. it will have a good ending (tcb grand opening!!)
3. at least someone will make me smile.

to those who are wondering who this is... well.. mamihasa kayo! wahahaha.. madami sila eh. kaya nga at least someone will make me smile eh.


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...::The world is full of passing faces. Our hearts are bruised in many places::..

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